Will not dance to your tune again
Will not be in love again
Don’t you say will meet again,
To be in pain again.
Wish to see you blooming again,
Not with me but someone again.
Change within me on fire,
Not playing with a string, but wire.
Storm is driving crazy, so am taking easy,
Life is limping slowly, wings are getting ready.
Never take a chance on me, there is no more you and me.
Try seeing with naked eyes,
you will find pounding heart with no lies.
I wonder was it my mistake,
to love you at every step.
Am standing on the edge with a pledge,
never to be in that cage.
Flying high to trample dark,
Surviving with countless scars.
Excited to encounter this summer,
with no fear, not even tears.
You put me through hell, left me to yell,
Am sure reminders will keep me well.
One day my inquisitive mind produced an abstract thought as how my life would be if I attain the power to predict moments. Indeed, it would be like a coffee a bitter to hold in a mouth, but you are so damn habitual with the comfort of taste hidden in it. Known area is much complicated than it seems, it is like biting your tongue for too long and not paying heed to the opportunities that may appear on your life path. Predictable is the area of comfort where everything works in an organized chain and is pretty acceptable by all of us, but don’t you think it would be a series of monotonous events with a never-ending baggage of boredom? Our comfort to the routine often leads to loss in appetite of taking risks in life. We humans have the quest to explore unknown, but we often fail to do so due to imbibed fear of uncertainty running into our veins. Well thanks to my dear friend who has inspired me to pen down the worthiness of unpredictability.
But then my quirky mind apparently questioned what if unpredictable is bold and full of rush, I patiently tried to fathom my restless mind and then I responded with an aim to satisfy my neurons as how about working on the lessons drew from sudden moments life has tossed at you. Unpredictable is like a rainfall you have no clue about the density of it, but you cherish the beauty of a rainbow that often appears after a heavy rainfall.
Life’s most beautiful moments are unpredictable, but unfortunately you’re so fearful of giving yourself a new version, and ecstasy is suppressed with monotonous attributes which you’re living with each day. Universe has it’s unique way of waking you up when you have lost the real purpose and somehow been diverted from your role a life has already designed for you.
Life knocks your door with unpredictability when you are engrossed with routine losing the direction and motive of your existence, then it pushes you hard to explore the validity of your extreme potential you possess in order to discover a hidden strength which is revealed while dealing with unpredictable journey universe has conspired against you to rejoice the taste of living a life to the fullest. But I would rather say it’s an actual fun to be waiting for what coming up next once you’re fully programmed as how to connect the dots of unpredictable phenomenon.
The most memorable moments of life are never planned that’s how you learn to be real you and your sense of action is developed and nourished with unpredictable flavor life adds to your path. The magic is within you, it is just the matter of one sheer moment, which drives you beyond your common boundaries and thrust you to rise above your circumstances. Nearly all unexpected moments are tough lessons help us to comprehend the mystery of life.
You need to realize that at a certain point of your journey when all premonitions & connotations have gone discordant showing a mirror that you hold a strength and purpose within you to get what you want and if that is not forthcoming then know when to walk away gifting a life a new and unexpected turn. Unpredictable moment is like a storm that takes away all your predefined notions about life and you are left with the pieces of hope and courage to render a reformed meaning to the journey which has just begun for you in real sense.
Passing through the tunnel experiencing the journey of mystical fate.
Fighting with my demonic mind sailing off into the darkness of storm.
But then again I have been always curious to explore where the tunnel will drive me to.
Still I ponder whether it would take me to the destination I desire or it will lead to the circle of riddles never to resolve.
Why I still fear to discover the mystery of dark?
Why can’t I see an emerging flip of it?
Why I overlooked that the stars have no realism without the darkness of sky.
Soul shines only after a deep dive in the marine of ache.
I met you in the silence of dark, I tempted to embrace the sparkles you showed.
I treasure the mystery you walled, I am certain you’ll not let me drowned in the depth of dimness.
We may stumble and fall while searching our purpose but that’s the beauty of wandering in darkness.
The point of hope often occurs in the midst of darkness.
No matter if your words at times echoes making me suspicious whether to rely, but then too it retains my hope where the darkness lies.
I believe someday you’ll say it once to sustain the unwavering faith.
I believe, under the shine of moonlight no secrets can be detained.
Darkness will reveal the core of our existence but what if our journey ends and we depart.
I wonder if twilight is a quilt where we hide each other forever breaking the barrier of human norms .
I wonder if you can tighten the grip of our love passing through the darkness of tunnel.
When you’re exhausted and lost the aspiration & objective of life, take a deep breath and bring your vulnerable thoughts to the level of poise where nothing can create noise. Always remember when you’ve nothing to lose you’ve enormous ability to revamp your another inning, so quiet your mind and prepare yourself to encounter with vivid dimensions life has stored for you. Failures have taught you to pause and have empowered you to fill the voids with absolute faith, so that you can perceive the magnificence of success.
Whenever you find yourself doubting how extreme you can go, recognize and admire the intensity of strength you’re gifted with, it has driven you this far. Just remember one undeniable fact that you’re not the only human species evoluted on this planet who is standing on the surface of turmoil. You owe no one for any clarification and nobody has the supremacy to complete you. Nothing stays forever, even the darkest clouds cannot forfeit the brightness of Sun and purity of Moon.
It’s okay to kneel down and surrender to the universe and regain the vigor and strength you’ve somehow lost in the venture to rectify your fortune. Every teardrop tells the story of your courage of survival and your silence is the evidence of the strength you still preserve. You’re the host of your life, serve it with immense care for the delightful experience ahead.
Be robust enough to fight with your own evils, don’t let them seize your competence to rise above the storm. Refuse to inherit the loss you’ve endured and learn new ways of living instead of repeating what you’ve lived through. You need to halt your mind at a point to tame the chaos your quirky neuro cells are constantly producing.
Knowing your worth is the ideal way to scale up your success barometer that enables to reveal the best version of you. Don’t burden yourself with the echoes of suffering, but do keep the lessons of your pain. There is no existence of a perfect relationship in this world so stop worrying about them who have turned you down and never intended to walk with you, but embrace those who stood by you in your worst, they do deserve your attention and unconditional love.
“Never give up, don’t bury your hopes because of dreadful experiences, miracle happens”
Remember when life knocked her down and she was broken in your arms.
Remember when she was shattered and needed your shoulder to lay on.
You showered a spring of reprieve which was a mere moment.
She craved for a long walk and you swayed in the stroll of now.
Her tears lost the direction with your tender touch. Her eyes questioned your existence and you chose to say nothing.
Pain never had the capacity to break her, but your silence effortlessly did.
You certain your presence, but she urged for complete you.
And she knew, she was searching for a shell in the ocean of uncertainty.
Did you notice her smiling eyes when she retained her head on your anxious heart and enveloped herself within you like never to depart.
Did you even notice her lips whispering an unfathomable length of affection.
Your composition for togetherness was unique, but all she wanted a promise for life.
And here she mislaid the purpose of being with you.
She perceived a theory of life as a dawn to sunrise. You drove her through warrior zone to make her explore an infinite strength. She turned back for your existence, but she was left with a note of belief.
When experienced the dynamics of boundless love, she surpassed the clock of present and future.
When she understood the persistence of you, she discovered deep affinity with her soul and hence the mystery resolved.
She owns a journey of solace with no destination. She’s with nature’s bounty of peace, lost in the mystic clouds sketching her wings to challenge the fate of unstoppable you.
She’s wired up with a conviction to embrace a wild storm and a promise to flow as a carefree breeze.
“The past is over,” Deschene said. “What happened, happened. Today is a new day and freedom comes from seeing it with new eyes. It comes from recognizing what’s going on in our minds, and then choosing to release your thoughts and feelings. We all deserve to be peaceful, but no one else can do it for us.”
In this journey of life sometimes we get encountered with a dead end or choose apparently wrong road in order to discover our life purpose, what is right, substantial and meant for us. We humans face a huge challenge to let go our bitter past and unknowingly start living with it tolerating the agony and foolishly choose to suffer every day. Painful memories are so deeply engraved in our veins spreading as a moderate poison and as a result we are left with endless scars and lifetime desolation. This is the phase when nothing appears to work our way and we are magnetically heading through the despair facing fear and resentment. We always have a choice to respond to our past frequencies, we can either escape from them or make peace with them realizing they are merely signboards along our journey. Once we understand that every incident happening in our life is helping us move ahead in the process of self–evolution, we will be thankful for even terrible counters that happen to us.
Our past memories fade away when we realize they have no influence and control over us and they are just temporary wizards which roomed our psyche and facing them with fearless attitude is the only key to conquer. Past teaches us the art of “letting go” with a handful of learning’s and we must consider this as one of the brilliant moments when we have an opportunity to lead and experience a meaningful life which many of us might have subtly longed for but very few are able to unravel as how to search for a hidden treasure while being eradicating the weight of the past. To get away from dreadful disruptions of the past, we would need to comprehend those painful situations on a more profound and deeper level to eliminate the feeling of being victimized so as to honor us with a gift of seeking life in a positive way, gaining from those difficult encounters.
Everything has a sheer purpose
Don’t let the darkness rule your inner peace rather use it as a prop to create a beautiful and sunny morning. What has happened had a purpose and for a greater good, hence don’t hinder your vision to see beautiful scenery around when it has all the possibility to rejuvenate you from within. Don’t wander around the past locking your door of present rather let it pass gracefully accumulating learning from it. Skill yourself to let go your past and unwind yourself from painful baggage to investigate and explore new horizons of life. Invest time to examine your situation from a deeper perspective. Look within and ask, “What I can gain from this situation?” The answers you battle to seek in the outer world are always mystically found within. What used to be of great meaning and significance to you no longer contains any value at present. Carry with you the lessons you gotten from this experience, find forgiveness for all involved, including yourself.
Understand your worth and stand up for yourself
The past has imprisoned you for too long. You have brutally accused yourself for many failures and the unwelcome baggage you carry is much too heavy a burden for you to sustain. You don’t have to blame yourself for every negative incident happening and start feeling a victim of it. The past has no power to define you, your past does not equate to the future. Try to detach from negative past experiences else it would continue to haunt and reoccur as established patterns. Don’t lose your worth in the process of working on past detachment, avoid degrading yourself believing what has happened is a curse and you deserve to bear the same. You ought to believe that these are wide opportunities life has given you to shine as a warrior.
Stop asking “Why me?”
You need to quit probing about the past occurrence and must release yourself asking “Why me” repetitively. Each time you raise this question consequently you burden yourself with painful memories. A feeling of worthlessness can prompt to the state of unhappiness more often than not. The universe has its own ways of communicating with us and when we drift away from the purpose of our life, it tells us through negative relationships and episodes. Understanding our own selves and knowing our purpose can help a great in breaking the repetitive painful patterns in our life. To dispose of difficult past we need to look internally, inspect what triggers the origin of such causes, reveal and resolve them at the root level. The pent up emotions if not settled on time act as barriers, preventing us from advancing in life. Our mental, emotional and physical prosperity can be attributed to how well we have been possessed the capacity to deal with past and to make it work we would need to heal the past and remove the pain forever.
Your attitude in practice
Viewing your present with past lens is the biggest blunder we do. Your attitude to handle past wounds shows how rapidly you can recoup from past insecurities and look for remedies that can help you to learn and grow accordingly. Try not to be a reason of self-depreciation rather have the insightful attitude to consider past experiences as life lessons and fearlessly move forward in order to cultivate a power of detachment from painful thoughts. You can easily choose not to suffer now. You don’t have to allow the past to captivate your inner peace. Remove the painful chord and treat your past as a cautionary tale that would keep a reminder check forever.
“Life becomes more beautiful when we surpass our past deadlocks gifting with a key of letting go”
In the present era why the idea of marriage is reforming rapidly? Why youth is not ready to see themselves in this conventional tag?
Are we not in a stage where we can say yes to marriage or under the title of companionship we are attempting to challenge the traditional trend of male & female union?
Despite being in a relationship, why many are still in search of one such companion who can fathom and fulfill the appetite of thy soul effortlessly.
Companionship is unquestionably a bliss which is perceptible when seen, whereas difficult to describe. Divine & beautiful experiences lies in companionship beyond marriage, which is hardly understood by the majority in our educated and cultured society. Companionship is a beautiful experience which happens in any sequence of your lifetime and you can absolutely not envision living the rest of your life without this person.
You are in rhythm with this person and develop a divine momentum which is uncomplicated and pure, accepting and fostering each other, eradicating stereotype mindset of constantly pondering about future necessities. You both believe watering the seed of trust with an energy of now to outline your beautiful present with un-dented lines of mutual understanding and faith.
You are fully devoted to each other happiness in the way most wedded couples yearn to be, however reluctant to have this marriage title in place where autocratic expectation kills the beauty and essence of the relationship. It would not be wrong to say that the rituals and legal obligations can’t impose you to be with somebody for a lifetime, infact, it is your soul which keeps you aligned with the soul you’re seeking for, giving it a freedom to breathe and explore many untouched arena of life.
You & I….
Lying beneath the piece of sky,
where your hand searching for mine.
Playing with fingers phoenix tune of love,
gazing stars with no aim to count right.
Laughing loud at the past, drowned in current ocean
embracing the unknown with no fear of future.
You & I….
Exploring the river side with ankle deep in the stream,
Sharing one book, turning pages together.
Holding each other close under the light of stars,
painting this moment on a canvas of trust.
When eyes are driving the expression,
Words have nothing to do much.
Companionship is an essence, fruit of love and if it is lacking, then no marriage or relationship can survive. Now a day’s youth is struggling to get the essence of companionship in marriage due to which most of the marriages losing its appeal and dignity. Relationship is like a sand which remains as it is if held loosely with an open hand but more you fix the hold it slips out in a fraction of second.
Romance can’t run the show alone and reach to standstill without the flavor of companionship. Relationship wrapped in a box of marriage is fickle and we have to conduct it on daily basis and if we fail to do so it crashes. We always seek success in relationship and every day efforts are performed in pursuit to maintain the level of intensity and thus we are compelled to be in the competition to manage the relationship rather joyfully living it to the fullest, whereas in companionship you encounter acceptance and understanding, you are ready to listen to each other, it is truly a lover’s dance, you dance to the tune of freedom creating new music every time. However, relationship revolves around authority, commitment & expectations and hence it trembles after a certain degree of time.
Under the shade of companionship, promises are made not only to stay forever, but to cherish and nourish every tiny dreams you decide to see and build together. Companions render new expansion, balance, and harmony to each other via their vivid characteristics, strengths and talents, you also help each other to grow and expand horizons. You shower your companion with love and gratitude and act as a pillar under any harsh situations of life holding each other with twinkling eyes challenging stars.
However, it doesn’t imply that you should change companion every now and then, our body has a strong sense of physical memory and risking with it can be quite devastating and would lead to extreme muddle and despair, you’ll wind up in a pathetic state of confusion and will never experience a real sense of joy.
Hence, it has been rightly said that nothing better than a relationship which is fueled with companionship.
Hey you get up and dance to the melody of self-love. You got to be with rhythm of life and for Jesus sake stop buffering old music which no longer fits to your new tune. Be gentle and nourish your soul and take it to the trip of inner delight. Don’t let your past steal infinite power that you own, your divine smile is an inspiration to many, keep that blooming and weave the magic of true you. Show monsters a real you who pushed you to the extreme of agony and left you to scream in the valley of dark. You’ve come so far winning over every battle life has tried on you, sharpen your sword and let your effective hands dance with it and design the destiny you desire.
Shred those beliefs that have kept you stuck for too long and made you paralyzed and devastated. You’ve to get up with all your weapons and tramp to build a castle again, but this time with a brick merged with loyalty & trust, pick up dreadful pieces discard them in a trash as you can’t rebuild your fate using them. You deserve all you want so go for it and destroy that hinders your path. Let your past repent to see your present loving you. Once again tell yourself how gorgeous you are and dress like a princess your mom always dreamed of.
Supreme has plans for you and he doesn’t like sharing his diary, so enjoy surprises he serves for you. Demand the universe how you would like to be treated by refusing to accept what is not positive, productive and gratifying.